exploring the depth of who you truly are

in this moment

who are you and who would you rather be

the mystery of an authentic self

imagine an actor playing too many rolls

drop the one faking to be somebody (successful, smart, caring, reliable, jealous, angry, useless...)

drop the one pretending that you want to fit in

drop the one thinking something about you needs fixing

drop the one that needs to be fixed

drop the one seeking safety and comfort via planning and preparing for the future

drop the one stuck in the past ruminating on old trauma

drop the rolls you play whether you are fond of them or are disgusted by them (or anything in-between)

after all those rolls, scripts and narratives are dropped

what's left

where are you

where is the one who just dropped all those roles?

sometimes those explorations still the mind other times these ignite a thought storm

notice how quickly the mind will label these as either right or wrong, stuck or progress

where's the one doing the labeling?

you won't find the answers in the next book or youtube video 

rather

the willingness to explore this deeper and deeper from within

the energetics and this unfolding happens smoothly when unresisted 

where is the one resisting this happening

where is the one wanting this unfolding to be in a specific way, scheduled by you

where is the one trying to control or influence this…

…exploring with a playful, curious, childlike quality…

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